kirucu gray;;

[SkyefloW]

kirucu gray;;

Look to the sky,
All those who dream more,
When others doubt you and lie,
Don't let them see to the core.

Hello, my name is |Kirucu| and I’m a |boy|. I reside in athens|. I started playing this game |fifteen| years ago on |July fifth| and it hasn’t killed me yet. It’s said I’m a |Weakling| but I can’t be put in my place.

so show a little inspiration;;

|Kirucu is short, pale, twig like, and blind. That's just summing it up. In more detail though...
He has pale blue eyes that have a slightly murky look to them which has something to do with the blindness so the doctors say. They are rather rounded in appearance, and his dark lashes add a odd look against the pale skin and eyes. His hair is a mess of silvery blond locks, pale like the rest of him, spare the eyelashes. It is a bit shaggy, falling in front of his eyes though it doesn't matter much for obvious reasons.

His skin, as mention, is quite pale. Though in some ways it still means you are not one to work. And he certainly isn't. Moving on, he is very scrawny to match his height. Making him, altogether, weight a hundred and five pounds and his height is five feet exactly. His normal clothing is simply a tee, jeans, and tennis shoes, normally with a tan jacket.|

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get tangled up in me…

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• Warm days
  
• Rain
  
• The ocean, the whole sensual bit with the spray of water, scent, sand, and all
  
• The thought of heaven
  
• Pocky
  
• Being useful
  
• Those who treat him like a human who isn't blind
  

i hate everything about you;;

• Heights
  
• Being treated as though he can't do anything
  
• Hateful people
  
• Being tripped or pushed around/bullied in general
  
• Being blind in general
  
• Snow
  
• Feeling alone(Which happens all too often for him)
  

this is the fear, this is the dread;;

• Altophobia- Fear of heights.
  
• Bathmophobia- Fear of stairs or steep slopes.
  
• Bathophobia- Fear of depth.
  
• Barophobia- Fear of gravity.
  
• Climacophobia- Fear of stairs, climbing, or of falling downstairs.
  
• Clithrophobia or Cleithrophobia- Fear of being enclosed.
  
• Graphophobia- Fear of writing or handwriting.
  
• Isolophobia- Fear of solitude, being alone.
  
• Logophobia- Fear of words. (Mind you there are several different names for this.)
  
• Musophobia or Muriphobia- Fear of mice.
  
• Pyrophobia- Fear of fire.
  
• Scriptophobia- Fear of writing in public.
  

strength is measured by insanity;;

• He doesn't really have to do much due to his parents constantly watching him, or rather, having someone else watch him
  
• Rain, he can see a bit in the rain
  
• He is of a wealthy family
  

not even weakness can hold back the mentally ill;;

• He's blind
  
• Constantly runs into things
  
• He's quite weak, not very strong or fast
  
• His fears
  
• His parents
  
• Society
  

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you wanna know more, more, more about me;;

|Kirucu is calm and normally tries to be nice. Yet is fiercely loyal, though he rarely gets a chance to show it. He is rather careful around new people, not wanting to get his hopes up about them possibly liking him or maybe treating him normally.
(I'm going to have to leave it at this, he will grow in this section though.)|

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the not so beautiful melody that is life…

can’t live with them;;
|Father;; Kris Gray
His father works sort of as a politician. Either way he is quite high up in all the polis's. Well high enough to have enough money to keep Kirucu around and his mother. Without trouble about it that is. Well, too much trouble. People still criticize his love of a blind son and a wife that cannot bare healthy children. But he brushes them off, the few that know he has a son that is. Kris prefers to keep Kirucu 'under the radar' so to speak. So that Kris and his family does not look weak.
Mother;; Adriana Gray
Adriana was said to be barren, unable to bare children. This upset her greatly and she expected Kris to leave her. Yet he did not. And somehow, she did bare him a son. Kirucu. Except, the boy was certainly not what one would hope for. Small, weak, blind. The boy was branded weakling within a few glances. Adriana refused to give up her son, they allowed her. Kris disagreed at first, but now he protects the boy.|

the future is no place to place your better days;;

|Kirucu was born in Athens. As said, to his supposedly barren mother. And also branded a weakling of society. He's lucky he's not dead. Despite this he wishes his parents would be less strict, and maybe even less harsh about things.
He grew up being cared for by his parents, Helots, and paid nannies. Hardly ever alone, this led to his fear of being alone for good. sometimes in general depending on his mood. Though they did teach him to count and say his ABC's. He still hates words, fears them, fears writing, especially in public. Why? Because he can't! Well, he can try, but it never comes out well. Despite the tutors who tried to teach him to write without being able to see. Though he does know how to read braille from tutoring.
Growing up was tough, running into or tripping over walls, bushes, rocks, holes, and whatever else could get under foot. Including his own feet. Not to mention he was ill frequently.|