Shade Hoshi Arata

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shade hoshi arata;;

She wants to be found
The only way out is through
everything she's running from
Wants to give up and lie down


Hello, my name is |shade| and I’m a |girl|. I reside in SPARTA|. I started playing this game |fifteen| years ago on |6.14.94| and it hasn’t killed me yet. It’s said I’m a |helot| but I can’t be put in my place. [/center]

so show a little inspiration;;

|Shade has thick black hair and dark skin. She has a very sculpted face, high cheek bones and a narrow jaw. Her eyes are wide and forest green. Her skin is naturally dark, as she is full blooded Roma and her black hair is also natural. She's quickly bought because of her looks, and at this point she wishes that she was deformed. Because of this, she tries to make herself look ugly, doesn't wear make up, hides her face, lets her hair grow out and rarely cuts the dead ends off. When she gets cut, she doesn't treat them in hopes that they will scar. Her efforts are in vain, because every year she ages is a year that she becomes more beautiful.

Shade can normally be seen in ripped jeans, not bought that way, they're often ripped because they're so worn out, and a tee shirt. She has five piercing in one year, three in the lobe and two up in the cartlege. One three on the other side, two in the lobe. No spacer. She also has a belly button piercing, and wants a tattoo on her right arm, a tribal looking design.

Even though Shade is pretty, she isn't even close perfect. She's near flat-chested and has many scars, also she's very short hardly over five foot. She's small, with little to no upper body strength. |

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get tangled up in me…

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• sugar
  
• caffiene
  
• machines
  
• warm weather
  
• the beach, but not the water
  
• colors
  

i hate everything about you;;

• deep water
  
• cold weather
  
• ignorance
  
• spartans
  
• the ocean
  
• fish
  

this is the fear, this is the dread;;

• antlophobia- Fear of floods
  
• athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting
  
• carcinophobia- Fear of cancer
  
• hydrophobia- Fear of water
  
• taphophobia- Fear of being buried alive
  
• thalassophobia- Fear of the sea
  

strength is measured by insanity;;

• strong legs
  
• fast
  
• good with mechanics, machines
  
• smart
  

not even weakness can hold back the mentally ill;;

• weak arms and torso
  
• quick to judge
  
• easily addicted to substances
  
• quick to lose temper
  
• sarcastic
  
• stubborn
  
• dishonest at times
  

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you wanna know more, more, more about me;;

|Shade is someone who is hard to describe. She cannot simple be summed up in a few words, but what human can? Shade on the whole is actually a pretty nice girl, and although she is quick to judge and stubborn you can change her mind and she will listen to what you have to say, simply because she isn't often disrespectful. Shade has a bad habbit of lying, she doesn't do it just because she can, she doesn't like being judged. She feels like and awful person when she lies. Shade can be quick to anger, and often that can cause her to snap at you, but she isn't one to hold grudges for too long.

Ontoher good points, Shade is someone who you would want as a friend, she likes to make people laugh and feel good. She would be a loyal friend, and probably follow you around like a lost puppy.|

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the not so beautiful melody that is life…

can’t live with them;;
|Mother: Kira Jadzia Arata
Her mother was also a helot, though she isn't Grecian, she is Roma, full blooded. The gypsies she was travling with at the time couldn't afford to take care of her and she was sold to a Spartan. Kira was of course, upset about that. Later she was raped by another Roma man while still a helot and had Shade.
Father: Shade's biological father is unknown, but the man who took care of her as a child is named Lee Sato but he was sold to another master when Shade was a child. Shade was seperated from her mother at ten, and hasn't seen her since.|

the future is no place to place your better days;;

|Shade's mother, Kira, was a full blooded Roma who was sold to the Spartans. Kira was a sickly, weak woman but strong willed, hard headed and hot tempered. Not long after that, Kira was raped and gave birth to Shade, naturally a Helot as well. She wasn't nearly as sickly as her mother but she was still on the weak side. She stayed with her mother untill she was ten, and she was sold to another master. She goes from master to master now, being sold again about a year later. She mostly does work inside and takes care of the house she lives in, cleans, does laundry, cooks, takes care of children. She of course does some physical labor outside too because she is young, but not very much because of her weak arms. Any work she does outside would be taking care of animals or farms. She was on a plantation for a while, and she spent all day outside, picking grapes and olives. Because of her many masters, she's been all over Greece but still hasn't been reunited with her mother of her father. Or any other family for that fact. Recently she was sold to the Wolfe family and she currently resides there.|